this is my second entry finally! yayyyy! this is gonna be a subject you may hear about a lot as it influences my life a lot and also what i take photos of and paint.

theres one guy who is always there. in the background that im waiting for. i have loved him in my subconcious since i met him.
i long for him, for his arms around me and i also long to feel his lips on mine.

i remember the times where my wish has been forfilled only to have a brickwall slammed between us in the forms of distance work and study. sometimes youve hurt me and said things that hurt, but with great passion for eachother comes both love and hate.

im not sure whether he can ever love me back but after 6 long years i pray that my heartache will eventially be taken in his hands and scattered as dust amongst the blankness of my pain and my world lightened once again by his smile

i love you now and forever and although these words scare you as they do most men at least you know im here,
waiting

xxxxxx


p.s. if neone compares the chhesiness of this to yuki n shuichi ill pound them (tk) you have been warned
bum love